skinny bitch.

i saw a book with the title to that the other day and it got me thinking about society and how fucked up it is now a days.

how does one have confidence in them self when they can't even look in the mirror without being disgusted by the way they look?

now a days all girls wanna be like stick figure bitches. 

i don't get it.

i thought you'd at least want some curve, no people look at my body and they're like wow she's fat.

society now a days is so fucked up. 

ya know back in the day the bigger you were the more beautiful you were and well off. 

i think it's so funni that no a days it's like yerr more beautiful when you look like you haven't eaten in days.

it's ridiculous. 

most girls now are so self conscious because it's like oh if yerr not skinny like all the actresses and model's then you're not beautiful. 

fuck that!

there is more to beauty then jusst the outside. 

i'm so done with ppl telling other ppl they should diet and they should try to loose weight.

it's bullshit.

i mean i even fall for this bullshit all the time, how are we girls suppose to be happi with our bodies when everyone around us and the media is shoving it down our throats that we have to skinnier than we are.

i have had an eating disorder because of this stupid sheet. 

it makes you feel ugly, fat, and dumb. 

and like you'll never get any guy...

when we shouldn't listen to the media but us girls do do that. 

it's not even just girls it's guys too. 

it's ridiculous!

i hate media sometimes because of this reason alone.

i have sat there and said it to myself that i'm just a fat dumb ugly person. 

when i'm not. 

i'm just letting the media and all these ppl in the world now get to me because they're stick skinny and i'm not. i have curves. 

but you know what i'd rather have curves then be some girl who looks like she hasn't eaten in days... somedays. 

some other days i really don't want to be the size that i am. 

i don't even want to look at myself. 

but maybe thats because of all you ppl outt there that do this to us. 

and it's not fair. 

i mean diet sure whatever but don't destroy yerr body becasue you want a boy to like you more, er because you want to look like the girls in the magzines now a days. no. 

i'd rather be like the old models's like betty page. she had curves and she was still a beautiful women. [:
i know i still have issues with my body and you know what thats perfectly normal, when i start doing something drastic to change my body thats when it's a problem. 

that my two cents on this stupid topic. [:

thank you for reading.