so since i can remember i've wanted a tattoo.
but now i've realized jusst exactly what i want my first tattoo to be.
and it's a decison between.
b.e.l.i.e.v.e on my right wrist likke the one above minus the stars and maybe the font a bit different.
er a flying music note behind my right ear jusst likke the one above.
i chose these two things because the both mean something to me.
the b.e.l.i.e.v.e on my right wrist because my grpanda always told mee to believe in not only myself but possibilities and of course the big man upstairs.
the word BELIEVE has always held a little something in my heart.
eveytime i've said it, it has been ferr deep reason, to help someone, er to even help myself. BELIEVE jusst likke my grandpa would always tell mee.
Believe.
i told my friend rilee today to believe in her self i also told her this...
prom is a bit away dear, trusst mee i get it, i've NEVER been good enough to even been THOUGHT of let alone be asked to not even ONE school dance. and it kills mee, so yea i get it ya feel ugly and you want to be beautiful and you want to be the on everyone wants. i get it i do. youu jusst gotta realize that yerr beatiful no matter what, yerr uhhmazing no matter what, yerr gonna find someone no matter what, youu are going to go go far as long as you believe. you jusst got to be willing to wait and be patient and most importantly belive and it will come to youu it will. jusst believe it will. and it will. believe it then youu'll see it. [:
the flying music note behind my right ear is because of my daddi.
he has always taught me that music is an uhhmazing and a beautiful thing.
he has taught me everything about music about learning to love music.
he is the reason music runs deep in these veins of mine.
music will always be a passion of mine. and i havve figured this outt.
music is what gets mee threw the dayy music is what helps mee realieve my stress.
and whyy not jusst a plan music note... because a flying music note to me represents the power to fly with music.
meaning your dreams. in order to fight for your dreams and strive to get there ya gotta be willing to fly... that might not makke sense to youu but it sure does makke perfect sense to mee...
i've jusst been thinkking about that all dayy.
i can't wait to get these two tattoo's because not onlyy will they mean something to mee.
they'll be a memory of myy grandpa john clark. that imiss so much. and without him, i wouldn't have been able to believe in myself and go threw the dayys. even though how much i jusst want to give up he won't let me yet. and i know he's watching over me from up above.. [:
and myy daddi bernard bell II that means the world to mee. without him i couldn't get threw the day, without him i would have music in myy life [: i thankk youu ferr that. daddi. he's not gone yet, but i know some day he will and i'll always havve that tattoo to remember how much he's taught mee in life. and how much he ment to mee... an thats whyy i want these two tattoos. [:this post made mee cryy a llot but it's true i lovve these man so very much.
one is missed each and every day i'm living and breathing.
and the other is the man that keeps mee breathing todayy.
i dedicate this post to youu two. [:
