college really?

so friday we had college fair at school... and well i was like hum, i don't want to go to college but then again i do....

i have decided i either wanna go to UVU, or WSU i'm really set on weber but idk. i'm really confused and kinda scared and realizing that i'm graduating this year! do you know how krazy that is? i also feel like not a lot of people support me graduating... 

i'm freaking out! i'm gonna be on my own soon... is this a good thing? i keep thinking it is and then i keep realizing that i'm really scared... so now the decision is which do i go to? 

but first this is first!

i gotta get all my sheet together. i can't keep not going to school and getting horrible grades. i gotta get my act up. i'm determinded to pass all my classes, and i know my girls briana and kristen will help me work threw it. [: 

i'm done trying to be perfect, i'm just gonna do what i know i can and that is show everybody that i'm better than this, that i'm gonna graduate and that i'm gonna take the ACT and that i'm gonna do good in school, and i'm gonna make something outta my life! because i'm done living in this sad sate of mind. i want to show everyone that i can do it. and prove to myself that i can. [:

because,

♫ ♪ I know I can (I know I can)
Be what I wanna be (be what I wanna be)
If I work hard at it (If I work hard at it)
I'll be where I wanna be (I'll be where i wanna be)♫ ♪